MySilentWhispers

 I'm a leaf, I'm a blowing leaf, blowing in a calm wind, beautiful and peaceful. Roar of thunder, rain began to pour down, no longer a gentle blowing leaf, wet and cold on the pavement, a once beautiful leaf, so carefree, now drowning in a down pour. The sun begins to shine again, with grass and pavements soaked, the care free leaf now past the storm, only left with the outcome, wet and no longer carefree, I will never be the same again. The grass dries, no longer affected by the down pour, I am a tiny leaf still affected by the storm, Never to blow again, Never to be care free again. A hand picks this useless leaf up, stares at it, a

 Behind the mask, There lies a face, A face with no meaning, Unexplained with feelings. You see a boy with a broken world, Who has no home to call his own, While he continues moving, Behind the mask, That hides his true identity.

 Seasons change, Days go on, People move forward. Why am I moving backwards? You forget it ever happened, Like a distant memory, When it’s my daily nightmare. There words that can’t be explained, Only in pain, Only in agony. My world continues to crash and burn, Slowly building back up again, Until it crumbles, While I live in constant fear, That the same trauma will occur again.

She smiles with hidden tears, Laughs with unspoken fears, And sleeps with silenced screams, What does she dream? What does she seek? She covers her bruised arms, Hands, And feet, Ignoring the screams, Pounding in her head, ‘You stupid bitch!’ ‘You little slut!’ She smiles, As if it doesn’t hurt, Immune to the abuse, That deep inside kills her.

 Deep brown eyes, She cries, Tears of sorrow, Tears of pain. Trapped by a chain, Digging deeper in, The more she struggles, The more she tangles, In his forbidden chain of misery. She cannot escape, He has her captivated, Not by body, But by soul, It looks as if for eternity. The more she moves forward, The more she is pulled back, By the chain, That he has engraved to her heart, Never moving forward, From the hell he has unleashed upon, forever.

His eyes turn demonic, As I close mine, About to steal my soul, For his final meal. He touches my face, Reveals the hidden mark, Abiding by our signed contract. Signed by human and by demon, Seeking vengeance, Seeking those who truly deserved it. He feasts upon my soul, Shredding it into pieces, A truly gruesome creature. I now lay here, Empty, Without a soul, Without Life, Now in the body of a demon.

 Words, Sweet, bitter, words. Words I cannot whisper, Words I cannot speak, They eat me alive, From inside to out. Rushing in my head, Bashing against my skull, Begging me to finally tell.

 Where have you gone, Miles and miles away, Your true self has disappeared, Into the silence that has fallen. As the days get longer, I speak to a stranger, Who have you became, My one and only brother. Years without a word spoke, I pain with the emptiness, Still living in the dark, With the memories that are to painful to remember.

 Inside, I can feel the heart beat, The feet kick, Twirling and tumbling. Hands pressed to my stomach, I feel the tiny soul, Depending on me, Her only source of life.   A thought in my mind, Thinking of that little unknown face, That will finally be seen in just a short while. Waiting patiently for that day, I whisper simply, 'Soon, I'll Seen That Beautiful Unknown Smile, My Child.'

 I remember as a child, Alone in my room, Hiding, From the many things that lurked. I close my eyes, In hopes of finding peace, A noise portrays, And I'm awake once more. I creep back further, Hoping to avoid the beings, Hitting my dead end, Back to the wall. As I wait for morning to come, Loosing precious sleep, Terrified that many scary beings, Are out to get me.